Tate McRae - you broke me first (Official Video)

Emo moods. 

Hard lessons on Narcissistic personality profile. 

Learning Loving self kindness. 

A lifetime ago. 

I like this song!

Reasons do not equal Excuse

The reason behind an action can explain it, bring more understanding to the why. Why did you do that. Why did you treat that person that way. 

But it should not be equivalent to an Excuse. 

You are not excused for your shitty behavior. 

You should still be accountable. 

Even if it means simply saying a real, honest, sorry. 

Sorry I treated you like shit when I felt bad about myself, or stressed for my day, or worried about my health, or was caught up in some other disagreement with someone else and it bothered / agitated me, or that I have not been dealing with my mental health issues too well.

None of those Reasons make it ok for you to be excused for treating someone like shit. 

Grammar Police

This song is cute. I liked it when it came out a few months ago. 

"You said forever, now I drive alone past your street.." Catchy and emo. 

But I mentioned this before and it still bugs me.... and I never thought I would be a grammar police, but once you see it then you cant unsee or unhear it!

"I never felt this way for No one...." = I felt this way for everyone !!! 

Its a double negative! UGH 

She could have said I never felt this way for anyone, meaning not just anyone (.. but you - assumed)

I'm surprised this bothers me. I never thought I would consider myself a grammar police since my grammar really sucks. 

And since we are on the topic:

There is a difference between the following....

Then and Than

They're and Their and There

Your and You're ---- this one is huge for me!! When I was dating if they texted the wrong one of these, I must say I had my judgements  

sometimes the brink of my insanity can be appeased with just looking forward to going home and getting dolled up..... just to lounge around my place in a dress eating home made soup and toasted home made bread and watching tv.

Dogs be fancy, people be..... not...?

Many are feeling defeated and exhausted at yet another lock down. 

I cannot even emphasize how much Justin SUCKS ass. I mean, can people now realize how the "peoples most woke boyfriend" (as the Financial Post wrote) really does not help Canada at all? We all know he is a door knob and nothing educated comes out of his mouth.... but the fact that our neighbours down south had the most stressful year last year, polarizing elections, riots, protests, a change in presidents, incapacitated by covid infections and have a population 8 times as large as Canada's and they still... Still have managed to get vaccines distributed to almost half their population and we have about only 10 % of ours vaccinated.. What did Justin do all year last year? I feel like he is one of those pretty boys in class who like to be liked by all his class mates that tries to hard to be popular but in the end FAILS every course he takes ... only thing is he is taking us down with him. So yea... the most political I have been on this post ever but I have had enough around trying to be politically correct. 

If you look on the medical side of things - things are getting bad, hospitals are full and converting wards into negative pressure rooms. 

If you look at small businesses, they feel defeated and targeted because the numbers have not been going up because of them.... and their whole livelihoods are demolished with no support. If you look at the rest of us, our mental health has been thrown out the door. 

So switching to something more light hearted......I was looking up the new rules to this new STay-at-home order. 

Dog grooming is allowed, yet hairdressers are closed. 

LOL. 

Sooooo theres going to be a lot of fancy pretty dogs with disheveled owners walking around Toronto ....

btw.... Golfing is OK! So is tennis! I'm encouraging patients to get out and walk! Springtime and sunshine is sooo welcome right now.

If I can only just hurry up and heal my frozen shoulder! 

mass responses

 Just because there is a mass all- staff email does not mean your response needs to be mass and to all-staff as well. 

We don't need 15 emails knowing that you said congrats to someone or 10 emails confirming that you signed whatever petition - just congratulate that person in a private email or sign the petition instead of letting us all know you signed it. 

I bet more than 50% of emails are just unnecessary. Imagine if it was a paper letter, how may e-trees would we have wasted?

false my A$$

 I'll just put this link here. 

The most scientific assessment and clear explanation of vaccines that I heard about in a while. 

Interesting how much shit is on FB but it labels this as false information stating that this video says that "vaccines do not work" and sending me an article on how vaccines work. Implying I am an anti-vaxxer when I just got my first dose of Pfizer a couple weeks ago?!

The video did not say vaccines do not work! 

This video only puts valid questions in light in the quest to figure out whats happening with the virus, it does not say whether or not vaccines work, nor it is an anti-vaxxer video. 

If anyone has any common sense and background in science they could understand this. 

I'm pretty pissed that FB is blocking this information without even investigating what it is saying. 

HERE IS THE LINK

The facts: 

- the vaccines that are out are prophylactic meaning they do not KILL  the Coronavirus. They are used so we will not get too sick from getting the virus. 

- once vaccinated, YOU can still get infected with the virus. You can still spread it to others. Repeat it does not kill the virus. 

- we may all need to take this anyways since that is whats happening and we are afraid our loved ones will get very sick and pass away. 

- we may need to keep taking booster vaccines to keep up with the mutations of this virus and the present one may not work on future mutations 

- the question in the video is not whether vaccines work. Its about if this is the right one. Masking symptoms is a huge part of why big Pharma continues - while society stays very sick. Need to find the cause. I cannot understand why anyone that wants to understand more about how this virus works to see what can finally kill it would want to deem this as false information.