Thursday, 8 October 2020

Sending out LOVE, hope you feel it!

I'm feeling worn out. And a bit Lost.  

Like so many things are coming at me at once from so many angles and at the same time I feel restricted in how much I used to connect with others and the rest of the world. 

For the most part I think I have been handling this pandemic alright. I'm pretty much an introvert and not one to get antsy in the quietness. There is always lots to do or even lots of welcome chill time. 

Nature is a beauty. And I am so thankful for all of it this summer.... what's that term... "Grounding". So nice and so needed. 

But I also get cold very easily. Like, literally, I have a heater on in my office throughout the year, except when the A/C breaks down at work when its 30C outside.  (I know, who even goes to work these days?! *raises hand*)  What do they say... cold hands, warm heart? ha ... Or so I hope. 

Anyhow, getting cold easily makes for a not so welcome fall and winter. Even though I really do enjoy those winter activities and the days that it snows so much that everything seems insulatingly silent, snow reflectively bright and the crunchiness of the snow beneath your boots..... 

But the cold is even more so not welcome this Pandemic winter....

During a staff meeting this week I caught the tail end of a conversation with our CEO about covid burn out. I heard it before but really didn't think much of it pertained to me. Until now, when he mentioned it. I guess it is good to name it. 

You can read about it here: that lil' bugger.

So if others are feeling it too, just know it is normal and recognize it. Just gotta get through it and continue to pick myself up. Sending out love to all in this world and universe! Even to those that don't want it or recognize it, and to the lil' shits that piss me off in this world every now and then... ha. Sending them love too. 



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