Cant sleep!!!!!!!

Maybe I should allow myself one sad day a month - to give into fully the feelings that I keep pushing away...

Or maybe.... just maybe I should learn to never drink anymore coffee!! Caffiene is NOT my friend!
Especially with all the stuff going on right now outside of my personal life and the stuff not happening in my personal life.
DAmmit! Stupid Coffee! and Stupid man! Get out of my HEAD!!!!!!!