And mixed in with
Guess this is yet another lesson in not judging others.... and also a lesson in being more self aware and facing my own fears. yada yada yada.
This all leads me to my 2nd most embarrassing moment of all time.
Wow... this year is filled with these apparently. So I am not looking forward to #3 (since they say most things come in 3's)
Its a darn shame that this "2nd most embarrassing moment of all time" had to come along with and in front of family and "the best set-up" I have ever had. Great guy, too bad I messed it up. And as much as I long to explain "that is not really me, I'm never like that" (which, to those who know me, know that this is true) - It ends up looking like those creepy guys who always say "no you can trust me, Im a great guy" when in reality those words instantly alert the red flags and seem to mean the exact opposite. Its best I dont talk of it anymore and lay low for a while (which is weird, cause I thought I have always layed low in any group situation).
So to my cousins and family and especially extended family and their friends, I am sorry. I hope if anything they had a good laugh and focused more on the happy couple of course.
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