Practical Magic

...starring Aiden Quinn 💗💗 

<3 

There's a certain order of things for a reason

Was all ready to go to bed but I decided to take out the trash. 

You know, before it stinks up my tiny condo by the next morning.

No pants .... Throw some on.

T shirt no bra... Throw on a cardigan.

Good to go right?? 

But When I took out the garbage from its container I decided to rinse out the plastic bin (cause that started to stink too). 

Went to the bathroom to rinse it out in the tub.

Passed the mirror ---whoa ! Thank goodness ... I would've walked around with zit cream all over my face like some pubescent high school kid for all my neigbours to see.

Thank you plastic bin for stinking enough for me to clean you first before taking out the trash.

Exciting stuff people, exciting stuff. 

Summary

Had a big cry and talk with a friend. 

It doesn't seem so bad when you can summarize it into a few sentences:

Love can make you do crazy things.

Or to be more specific:

The wrong love can make you do bad crazy things. Things you will never want to go through again. Ever. 

Fall bike ride

It was turning out to be a sunny day. Perfect day to finally stop resisting Fall.

Not a fan lately if the rusty colour changes ... Reminds me of rust or tarnish. I understand it's some people's thing. Not me.

But when the sky is a near perfect clear blue and the sun shines right in the early evening.... That's the time that rust really lights up and becomes beautiful. Only if you catch it at that perfect time.

Ride up the don valley trail I thought I saw the perfect deep red the other day... The leaves must have fallen already because all I saw were yellows and oranges. 

Maybe next time Red. Maybe next time.

Some day I will be better enough to truely believe this:

Toronto Evergreen Brickworks.

Wear a scarf

... Around your neck while you sleep.

To sweat out a cold. It works.

I wish I can sweat out feeling shitty about myself too. And all the bad feelings. 

Glory of Love

By Peter Cetera.

When: Grade 5-6? 

Movie: Karate kid.

My love: Ralph Macchio (sp?)😘 so cute, my original knight in shining armor ! Such a gentleman, and protective and strong and kind. 

Place: In a tiny movie theatre with friends at the local mall, Devin and Anthony from my class tossing popcorn at us from a few rows back.

Thank you Songza for bringing me back to my innocent hope and young unbroken heart 💗