Yea.. Im starting to feel the added pressure.
Im in the process of moving. But it seems to be taking months now. Its overwhelming starting from scratch...from nothing. I think furnishing is harder than the process of looking for a place to move.
Im realizing how picky I am and it keeps ringing in the back of my head of how this may be extrapolated to that other area of my life that seems to be taking forever to get going. I guess its either pickyness or fear of making the wrong decision or both.
It is pretty frustrating for myself - but even more when there is external pressures.
Im learning to be more decisive and trying to learn to have blind confidence that everything will work out just fine.
Oh and another one of my "new words" - though not really new because Ive used it so many times already:
Hermitizing.
Similar to hibernating - except the physical part. Maybe it can be described as the chosen act of social hibernation. Sometimes needed to sort things out or to work out life changes or to re-energize or to declutter.
Anyhoots it is day 12 of my riddiculous cold. Not so much the runny nose or stuffiness. But congestion and cough, and HACKING away like no other. This thing is a bitch and I need it to $*&#@! - off so I can get on with the rest of my life! UGH!
Happy thoughts... happy thoughts.... :-)
