Thursday, 26 May 2011

Crazy!

Stumbled upon this today in my search for things to do in the T-dot.
http://www.edgewalkcntower.ca/

Walking on the outer edge of the C.N Tower!

Crazy!

Not crazy to do - I think I would be up for it :-)
But 175$ ?!?! Now that is crazy.

Geez make it accessable to the public people! haha

Tuesday, 17 May 2011

Scones

My lovely patient brought these to me today! How nice it is to be treated every now and then!
I must say though, my friend makes the best homemade scones you will ever try!
So I have been alittle bit spoiled by having tasted her scones. I never really liked those bland bricks before until now.
These ones - if I were to compare - do not compare. They seemed like tastey soft orange cranberry cookies. But Im still thankful for some treats! These days I cannot stop eating!

Planning for Abundance

So a few years back many may remember the "almighty" Oprah introducing to the world the book "The Secret".
So much hype so I read it.
Who are we kidding... I hate reading.... so I got the video.
Kinda spacey but the concepts were intriguing!
Bascially, how we truely think about things is what we bring into our lives. Even if we say we "want" something in our lives yet we deep down truely believe we will never attain it - then we will always be struggling to attain it.
So it is a simple matter of changing our beliefs and thoughts that we put into the world (yea - actually not so easy).
But the thing about this book despite causing such a frenzy - is that - it never told you how to change that thinking that we already have so that we can start attracting the things we really want into our lives.

Anyhow, from there, for a bit I was testing it out and learning a bit of the concepts. Even talking to a good friend that had read more practical books on the concept with actual ' how to' methods. Apparently this "new " idea has been around for a long time and was a secret to only those that were actually successful in life.....

I thought about this today  because I stumbled upon one of the links on my "favorites" list on my work pc : Abundance Journal link.I forgot about this link.
I'm not sure if the author is someone formally educated in this matter or simply someones personal journal.....
Anyhoot, since Im in one of my many crazy "planning" modes - I should revisit this topic  --- here I go again! :-)

Thursday, 12 May 2011

My cousin's wedding

Its funny (not really) what anxiety and nervousness can do to you. Cloud your train of thought I guess.
And mixed in with  a bit of alot of  alcohol to numb this anxiety or nervousness - thats just a recipe for a big ol' mess.
Guess this is yet another lesson in not judging others.... and also a lesson in being more self aware and facing my own fears. yada yada yada.
This all leads me to my 2nd most embarrassing moment of all time.
Wow... this year is filled with these apparently. So I am not looking forward to #3 (since they say most things come in 3's)
Its a darn shame that this "2nd most embarrassing moment of all time" had to come along with and in front of family and  "the best set-up" I have ever had. Great guy, too bad I messed it up. And as much as I long to explain "that is not really me, I'm never like that" (which, to those who know me, know that this is true) - It ends up looking like those creepy guys who always say "no you can trust me, Im a great guy" when in reality those words instantly alert the red flags and seem to mean the exact opposite. Its best I dont talk of it anymore and lay low for a while (which is weird, cause I thought I have always layed low in any group situation).
So to my cousins and family and especially extended family and their friends, I am sorry. I hope if anything they had a good laugh and focused more on the happy couple of course.